From my last post Almost there.
Now I’m officially graduated in Bachelor of Laws (LL.B)
Actually it was four months ago when I got my certificate from the university.
I’m SO proud of myself. If it sounds like narcissistic, please DO forgive me for that.
As I mentioned in that post, it was a huge challenge to myself.
Now I can look in the mirror and say “SEE, your laziness was just a lame excuse to not trying. Look what you can do if you take a teeny tiny step forward”
One more semester and one more course to go.
To get my first Bachelor’s degree.
Not that I need it to get a job, to success in life or anything.
I just want to prove to myself that I can do it.
Why is it SO important?
Because this is the second time I take the course.
About fifteen years ago, I took this course and can’t finished it.
Eight years ago, I reapply for the course.
And this time, I aim for the head.
I won’t give up, won’t quit. None even when my other self keep telling me to do so every semester.
Then here I am. Just one more push.
That is the question I ask myself repeatedly for a while now.
Do I have to come out? And how can I come out, since I have never been in.
It’s not like I’m hiding or something, but I don’t think I have to tell people either.
The question that bothers me so much is “Should I tell my mom?”
I have a feeling that maybe she already knew.
So it come back to the question “Can I keep a secret from my mom?”
To her, is it even a secret?
A boy likes a girl.
I didn’t. There was a time when your friends tried to pair you up with the girl (as a kid) and you played along.
Me too. I didn’t do that to hide my identity or something. I just didn’t realize I like boy at the time.
“That’s my girl. Back off” I told another boy who talked to the girl that they pair me with. It wasn’t serious though. It’s almost like a joke or for fun. We were just kids, we never be serious about any things.
It’s funny when I look back. If I can go back in time, I would say “It’s all right. Take her. I don’t care.”
Today, I made up my mind to quit university. 4 Years course turn into 12 years course. At this point, I kind of disappoint myself.
But I’m not giving up or something. I’ll enroll again. This time, It will be 4 years plan.
Hope I graduate before 30.
I’m not fan of her, but this show is amazing. The song is meaningful too.
Show me your light and guide me through the darkness.
– me
Two Navy fighter pilots find themselves in the midst of a forbidden relationship throwing their lives and careers into disarray.
‘Yves Saint Laurent’ Trailer
Director: Jalil Lespert
Starring: Pierre Niney, Guillaume Gallienne, Charlotte Le Bon
A look at the life of French designer Yves Saint Laurent from the beginning of his career in 1958 when he met his lover and business partner, Pierre Berge.
“Say anything, ask me anything, Just don’t stop talking to me.”
Adj. of Life 